Moments

ok.. this is my 1st ever poem. i wrote it whn i was 15 :)


As the days go on in this meaningless life of mine,
moments make me feel incomplete,nothing seems fine.
Trying to find happiness in every passing hour,
and smiling even at times that are sour..

God is it just me who'z
changed or everyone around,
why am i still running behing joy-
that i've already found.
why am i never satisfied?
I learnt to say " ya thtat's enough"...
but i lied.

After flipping a 180,life'll be back to normal- i doubt
cause most things i did knowingly..but others without!
Life's an exciting game,but did i play it right?
If love is blind,Wads love at first sight?

Lost in this brilliant crystal maze of mine
where inside are the problems,
from outside it all seems fine.
Was all this a mere co-incidence or bloody fate?
Am i brooding at the wrong time.. am i too late?

Pain,tears,memories,breaking down with sorrow..
my day ends with these,hoping for a better tomorrow.
Maybe it is cuz it was never belief but hope
holding the edge of the cliff with 1 hand,
and with the other.. the rope.

But now i believe that someday
I'll taste the fruits of all that i've done-good or bad.
Carve the memories and my destiny..
and make others say-
"Wow! what a magical life she had".